I'm having trouble getting my brain around this

I must admit it. I've always had a bit of an obsession with Anna Nicole Smith. I'm not sure why. Maybe it was like not wanting to watch but not being able to turn away from a car wreck. I truly thought it was a hoax when I saw a "breaking news" story on MSNBC that she had died. Mostly I feel bad for the baby she had a few months ago because right now her half-brother is dead, her mama is dead and 2 men are fighting to be her father. This is just SO bizarre.